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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
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6:00 pm - so this is what happened instead.
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So now I commute. The BF never ended up transferring to my school because of far more issues than I care to explain. So because I am a good GF, I am living at home...not to say that I didn't want to...because I did (and I still do).
And I have a new job. Yepp, a cashier once again but at a smaller place that is simply no fun-but it pays more.
What else? umm...who knows. Spring break might be a lot of fun if everything works out. Going on vacation this summer too and I get to take the boy which will be nice!
Oh gees, I never update this thing and I probably won't for a long time.
haha.
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| Friday, October 7th, 2005
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1:38 pm - Let this semester be over.
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So I seriously cannot wait until this semester is over. Why? Because my boyfriend is transferring to my school. I am soo excited. I didn't really know how much he hated his school until about a week ago. He seemed really depressed the last month or so and I had to figure out what was going on. Well I guess he hates the way everything is going. But hopefully that will all change once he is here with me.
...and I'm going home yet again. Tomorrow my friend and I are going to visit some people at this huge university that's about two hours away. It's going to be frieken amazing. We're coming home sometime on Sunday which means I have to get going on my short story for english. I really hate that class :( Anyways, I did good on my music quiz and on my english paper so that was nice. I really can't imagine going off to school some plce that is far away. I like going home every once and a while.
ok, well I have to start packing before I go home :)
current mood:  amused
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| Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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1:37 pm - The first test and Wendesdays.
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So today I had my first test- in Music. It was a little scarey but I think I did alright. Everyone in that class hates our teacher...and I think she knows that too. She always tries to make her points by comparing the class to her personal life. And no offense, but no one needs to know about the troubles she and her husband are having. I have enough of my own problems to deal with at the moment, thanks.
...but anyways, my dance class if frieken sweet. I love it. It's probably my favorite class because it is so relaxing. Too bad it's only twice a week. But there is one strange thing. I tink I have a stalker. The one day me and my friend were at the bookstore and he was helping us out with stuff because he works there and then the next day I saw him standing outside my dance class- and he's always watching me. It's soo creepy. I'm so afraid to look out into the hallway. haha. Oh well, what can you do. Maybe he'll catch me fall on my face while dancing and then he won't want to stalk me anymore. :)
Tonight I have one meeting that I need to attend and then it's off to spend some time with the boy. No homework today so that is good news too!!
:0)
current mood: cheerful
current music: Nothin' to lose- Josh Gracin
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| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
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2:38 pm - That dang Laugna Beach...and other things
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So Laguna Beach was real good yesterday. If there is one thing some girls can bond over, it's Laguna Beach. Girls hate to be involved in drama filled situations, but they sure love to watch it- myself included. That is how I love to spend my Mondays. I go to class, I come back and grab some lunch, talk to the roomie when she gets back and then eat dinner with some cool kids. I get to take a shower and have the room to myself while the roomie is at cheerleading...then she comes back and we watch LB. After Laguna I patiently wait for the boy to call as he gets home from work. And then I usually fall asleep half way through the convo because I get sleepy. lol.
Had a good talk with one of my friends on the phone today. I am so glad we have become so close. She is easy to talk to. I can tell her anything which is not something I can easily do. She helps me out with the boy and I help her get over her last relationship. I can't wait until she is at school with me next semester...it is going to be good times all around!
I'm going home on Friday night just to sleep in my own bed for a change. Nothing exciting is going on so I figured that I might as well. I think I'm gonna do some shopping and then go up to work and talk to some people that I haven't seen in a long, long time. I don't think I'll engage in too much conversation with the parentols. I don't have the energy. I know I should just forgive and forget but sometimes it seems almost impossible. I always try to hold grudges against people when I think I should but it never works. Maybe I'm just too nice. :/
Well, hopefully I'll be back at school on Saturday and maybe the boy and I will hang out. Sundays are always hard days because I don't really get to see him.
But on the positive end of things- all my early classes are cancelled next week :)
current mood:  drained
current music: Michelle Branch- One of These Days
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| Monday, September 26th, 2005
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4:40 pm - Yeesss, weekends.
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So this weekend was amazing. I know I seem to think everything is amazing, but this weekend was. My good friend from back home came up and we hung out with some other friends from school on Friday night. We had one sweet time. So many alcoholic beverages, so little time. haha. The rest of the weekend was spent with one AMAZING boy.
I love him, I really do. But I do miss when we had time to do the little things for each other. He used to write me notes and occasionally buy me flowers. I've been doing little things for him since god knows when and I've continued to since school has started. I love putting together stupid little things for him just because I know whether I get to see him do it or not, he is going to smile. I basically fell apart and started crying in front of him- which is something I HATE doing. I didn't know how to tell him what was bugging me without seeing conceited. I don't want him to think that he has to buy me stuff, because he doesn't.
There was one good thing that did happen. I made him real late for work on Sunday. He knew I was upset that he had to go, but he also knew there was nothing he could do. On the way back to school I was really quiet. I didn't want to make him feel bad but I just wanted him to stay sooo bad. So when we finally did say goodbye, he could see the tears in my eyes. I felt like such a loser to be honest. I didn't know why that time it was sooo frieken hard to let him go. I mean, he was only going to work. Well, he left and text me something and I text him back and the next thing u know, he asked me to look out the window of my dorm and he was standing out there. He called work and told them he would be late.
It was ...amazing.
And then he went to work...but I wasn't that sad. :)
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| Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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1:11 pm - sucky day so far...
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So I really believed that distance was the answer to the problems between my parents and I- I guess not. Things are worse, and now I'm just gonna give up. I don't really have the time or energy to care about what they think is best. Things are not perfect, and I'm trying to re-vamp my old lifestyle and live it with my new life up here at school. It's crazy. My best friend is four hours away and she never calls. I'm so thankful to have my boyfriend close to where I go to school. I have no frieken clue what I would do without him. :)
I'm starting to make...not new friends, but becoming closer with some that are from back home that go to school with me now. It's working out so far and I even made new friends through the friends I've known. My roomate is okay, it's just she likes to drink and A. I can't do that stuff bc of my JRA and B. I don't know if I would even if I could. I don't really need to drink to have a good time. I've had some of the best times in my life in college so far that didn't involve alcohol at all.
I'm writing papers like crazy. Sometimes I think I should switch my major to journalism, but I really want to teach. Who frieken knows. lol. One of my other best friends is going to a community college but is going to start school here in the spring semester so I am really excited about that. She's coming to visit me tonight so that will be fun.
Okay, more crap to do.
current mood:  busy
current music: sound of settling- death cab for cutie
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| Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
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6:24 pm - School
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So I'm a Freshman in college now and I guess I'm starting to get used to it. I really like the freedom that goes along with being away from home. Although my senior year of high school was pretty much amazing, I would have to say that the college life isn't so bad either :) Well, I have a couple of things that have to get done...
<3
current mood:  creative
current music: My Town- Armor For Sleep
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